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What the Fucking Hell?!

21:59 Sep 30 2011
Times Read: 555


I cannot believe this Motherfucker Just tried to take a chunk out of my arm. and then get mad at me when I tell him to get the fuck out of my home?! Motherfucker YOU BIT ME! You call me a bitch for Leading you on when I was trying to do the exact opposite, Not my fucking fault you can't remember me saying NO to you when your High as fuck and drunk all the time. I don't want shit to do with you. but you can't leave me alone, showing up at all hours of the day and Night. Forget you, I'm tired of trying to be your friend and I'm tired of your druggie ass trying to force me to be more for you than I want to be, an I am REALLY tired of you assuming you know what I am thinking or feeling. I don't fucking Love you, I don't want you, and the Next time you come over here I will slam the door shut on your face.


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TheArtistRose
TheArtistRose
22:01 Sep 30 2011

Attacked by zombies. o_o





Calamity
Calamity
22:03 Sep 30 2011

my god damned arm is bruised where he Bit me. He thought I would Like it because of My alternative Lifestyle when it comes to sex. I want to Motherfucking KILL him!





TheArtistRose
TheArtistRose
23:14 Sep 30 2011

Oh damn, well if it's unwanted then he shouldn't have done it. However bites don't seem too bad if wanted. lol





 

Mwahahaha, evil thoughts!

10:13 Sep 30 2011
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Lol have fun with this one!


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DeathsZombie
DeathsZombie
20:23 Oct 05 2011

Awww O.o >:)





 

PRIVATE ENTRY

14:44 Sep 29 2011
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Bipolar shit

09:39 Sep 29 2011
Times Read: 569


Gods I hate feeling so shattered for no reason at all. so cold and alone, Like I'm dying inside. But it feels Like it will never end. some one help me.


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It so short

09:04 Sep 23 2011
Times Read: 578


I got a new Hair cut. xD



feels weird not having to brush my hair thrice daily.



:/


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Tell me what you really think.

08:26 Sep 18 2011
Times Read: 590


This is Pretty much what my friend thinks of me.





Your like the duchess of Liverpool there's nothing really there and you barely qualify as royalty but I show up offering the crown to England and you just say "no I'm good here" even though I'm offering the the country, You're the reason William the conqueror be-bopped from France and whooped the shit out of England, Because I was too busy trying to figure out how to get you to become my Queen instead of paying attention to the arrow flying into my eye.



And you WOULD get along great with William, who else would get along great with him but Elizabeth fucking Bathory. You would drain me dry of Blood since Hey what the hell You've drained the goodness in me, my soul, so why not drain me of blood too.





My response:

.....Yeah that sounds about right. all hail the Elizabeth Bathory of England.



(glad to see some one recognizes that me being a calamity is more than just a name)


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Boredom

02:09 Sep 15 2011
Times Read: 595


What is your name?

Chase/Hunter



When is your Birthday?

October 10



What is your zodiac sign?

Libra



Where were you born?

In the midwest



Where do you live now?

South Dakota (unfortunately)



What color are your eyes?

Depends. they range from medium brown to almost a cat eye green.



What color is your hair?

Brown and Black



How tall are you?

Not tall enough. Only 5'8



How much do you weigh?

I'm Husky



What is your race?

European Mutt living in the U.S. of A.



What is your worst fear?

I suffer my fears daily so I guess this question is Moot



Do you smoke?

Yeah, Marlboro Menthols.



Do you drink?

Not often, I don't mind a social drink but I don't like to be intoxicated.



Do you cuss?

Like a fucking Sailor.



Do you use drugs?

I don't use anything stronger than a T3 and that's only for migraines.



Have you or will you ever steal?

Have before, will do again if I have to.



Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?

guess It depends on what the situation is.



Do you play in a band or play an instrument?

LOL I used to be a band geek.



Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?

Tattoo between my shoulder blades and my ears are guaged.



If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be?

Let me get back to you on that.



Do you suffer from depression disorder?

If i must answer honestly, Yes. I'm diagnosed with Manic depression.



If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be?

Really great sex.



Have you ever tried to commit suicide?

Sadly, yes, but it was many years ago and I haven't been stupid enough to try again.



Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else?

Yes I Have, But I caused more emotional pain than physical.



What subculture do you belong too?

Fuck if I know. I kinda pick stuff up from a bunch of them.



Are you evil?

Probably



Do you believe that you can be possessed?

Yes I believe one can be possessed. as for me Personally, I doubt it, but I've been wrong before.



Are you paranoid?

Yes, and it's saved my ass a couple of times.



Do you ever get jealous of somebody else?

Unfortunately, I do sometimes.



Are you obsessive and/or compulsive?

I have my moments



Are you a violent person?

I can be. It's one of my first lines of defense when I feel I am under attack in any way.



Do you take your anger out on other people?

Yes I have, though I try not to



Do you blame other people for your mistakes?

No, I'm honest enough to know That I fucked up all on my own.



What is your favorite game?

Apples to Apples



What is your favorite movie?

I honestly couldn't choose.



Who is your favorite band?

Changes Like the wind



What is your favorite song?

ATM it's waking up by 10 years.



What kind of books do you read?

romance fantasy/ mystery.



What is your favorite color?

Emerald/Jade and Saphire



What is your favorite food?

Cold Pizza



What is your favorite drink?

Livewire



Do you skateboard?

not anymore. Hard as hell to do tricks when you have huge tits.



Do you watch wrestling?

Ocassionally



Do you study martial arts?

Pfft I wish



Do you own a pair of converse?

nope



Do you own a pair of dickies?

Nein



Would you ever kill yourself or someone else?

If It was Necessary



Are you a virgin?

Gods no.



Are you kinky?

Depends on your Point of view ;)



Do you like biting?

Of course



Do you watch pornography?

If I'm bored enough.



Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color?

Yep, Died it Blue a year ago.



Are you a hyper active person?

can Be once I'm in a setting i find comfortable



Do you like to write poetry?

Yeah, but I suck at it so I usually toss it out.



Do you like to do your own photography?

I like to do photography in general.



Do you like modeling and/or acting?

Uhm, No. I'm so not a model/actress



Do you have any self inflicted scars?

a few. though you can Barely see them as I'm so pale.



Are you religious?

In a way yes



Do you stand for originality and creativity?

Yes



Do you believe in vampires?

Of course, But maybe not the way you do.



Does pain turn you on?

sometimes



Do you believe in witchcraft?

Yes, I believe in many things.



Have you ever played a Ouija board or used tarot cards?

I've used tarot, but I haven't gotten to used a Ouija bored as of yet.



Do you like to rave or go to clubs often?

I've been to a few.



Do you go to many concerts?

I go when I can.



Do you like meeting new people and hanging out?

I like meeting People who don't get offended easily.



What do you like most about life?

The view.



What do you dislike most about life?

Rules.



What is your ideal or perfect date?

If It was with some one I like, I don't think I'd really care what we did, But if I had to choose, sitting in the park at night watching the stars.



Do you believe in love at first sight?

I have a Hard time Believing in love at all right now.

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No need for comments thanks

11:09 Sep 14 2011
Times Read: 602


I'm just Kinda spewing right now. although I don't know what to say. I've had a couple of thoughts running in my head. One of my friends says I'm emotionally stunted and I wondered if that were true. I mean Yeah I don't display a lot of the emotions Most people feel and I'm pretty Blunt, but I kinda think it's better to be straight up rather than sugar coat it. if you aren't blunt then the message doesn't hit home it seems. I also tend to sound cruel. I don't try to be I promise. I'm just guarded.





I also have this deep set problem with reality. Bottom line is, I don't like it. I'm just slightly off the trail there. I apparently should be medicated cause I can't go through the day without talking to imaginary people. Am I screwy because of it? Yeah probably. Am I threat to anyone? No more than any other person.



I have some Violent tendencies, Yes I'll admit it. Not because I'm an ass But because my first line of defense is hit now ask questions Later (if you knew the details of how I grew up it would make a lot of sense). again, I'm no bigger threat than any other person. I try to control my reactions.



I make prejudiced Jokes. I'm not Prejudiced though, one of my brothers is Half Arabic, one is black, My sister is a Lesbian one of my Best friends is Jewish and My daughter is Hispanic. Really I don't Judge. I make fun of everyone including myself.



I'm religious, but eclectic. I don't follow any one religion and instead Believe in the values and morals of many. I try to learn about the ones I do follow though, so as to not look like an ass.



I can be a bitch, everyone has a Bad day. I'm one of the more verbal ones.



Yes I swear Like a sailor, I was raised by one.



I love easily, but guard myself harshly. I won't open to some one whom I don't think will love me back.



that's all I have to say for now.


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11:12 Sep 08 2011
Times Read: 611


Throughout life we are faced with difficult choices and the consequences of making them. But we do have to make them or some one else will. I've made my choice. I will stand by it no matter how much it hurts me to do it. I can accept that I was never the best option though I die inside that I couldn't be.


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PRIVATE ENTRY

10:51 Sep 08 2011
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~The Nine Noble Virtues~

06:16 Sep 02 2011
Times Read: 643


COURAGE

I face my fear and defend my family and my Kindred from all Dangers.







DISCIPLINE

I do what is necessary and right of my own accord, without pride or threat.







FIDELITY

I am true to my family, my friends, my Kindred, and those to whom I pledge my service.







HONOR

I stand by my oaths and honor my ancestors by keeping my name pure among the Kindred.







HOSPITALITY

I share hearth, food, and drink with my friends, my Kindred, and the weary traveler at my door.







INDUSTRIOUSNESS

I take joy in labor and hold nothing back from the work i pledge to do.







PERSEVERANCE

I press on against the odds until my goal is met, the task is finished, and I have done all that I said I would do.







SELF RELIANCE

I learn skills and grow strong so that I may earn my way in the world and be no burden to others.







TRUTH

I seek the truth even when it may be a hard truth. I speak true words or stand in silence and I defend the truth from those who do not honor it.





THESE ARE THE NINE NOBLE VIRTUES OF ASATRU.

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